I saw my caution turning into regret
And my grip on confidence tightened.
Your words weren’t needed,
I already knew you didn’t feel the same.
Although, living without ever knowing
The feeling of your lips would forever haunt me.
I left my pride and ego at the car door,
Standing in front of you naked in truth.
Forgive what must of been seen as being forward.
It might of been my last chance
To show you where my heart wishes to lay.
Next to a Good Woman.
Forgive me Lord, for I am simply blind…
I don’t know where your blessings have gone.
I tried to search among this agony,
But these tears I choke on hide all but the Cause.
Can’t you Please walk with me again?
I feel more alone than usual…
I wish my voice was stronger,
This shame must be the silencing kind.
For my prayers only come out in whispers,
Full of silent sobs and cries…
I’m waiting for your breath
To fill these tired and broken lungs,
So I can breathe the way I was suppose to;
Without this concrete dust of sin
Weighing me down…
Forgive me Lord,
So I can Forgive myself…
I can’t live this life,
feeling like I’m not living anymore…
I’ve been going through some rough patches in life that have caused me to not stay active in writing. However, I’ll be returning shortly to start posting on regular basis.